184 days

184 days to connect with people.  184 days to experience new cultures.

184 days to practise a bit of first aid for my soul.

For me this transition came out of disappointment, a missed opportunity.  3 years of long hours and adapting to feedback.  12 months with no holiday.

And then the realisation: the best way to overcome this feeling would be to take some time.  Time focused on what I loved.  Time focused on what I was good at.

And here it is.  My first day as The Chief Travel Officer.

I thought I would just feel excited.  But there’s that little bit of me that is sad.  I’ll miss the people I used to see every day.

There’s a little bit of me that is nervous.  I will attempt Everest Base Camp and it’s my first time at that altitude for an extended period.

There’s a little bit of me that is terrified.  What if I learn that my decision making has been flawed?  What if I discover I have been on the wrong path all along?

It’s this fear that’s stopped me from taking this time earlier.  So how did I overcome it?  I have Tim Ferriss to thank (link here).  In defining his fears, it’s the final question that jumped out at me: what does my life look like if I don’t take this step?  What is the cost of inaction?

The answer tapped into an even greater fear: that I would run out of time.

So here I am at Day 1.

It will involve washing and preparing for my first trip, an appointment with my business coach and a wine festival with a dear friend.

Ahead of me are another 183 days.  My greatest fear now is that it simply may not be long enough.

Get lost. Stay curious.

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